A traumatic stress once in my life

Wednesday                                       05-01-2011                                  Cold  Night 
 The most unforgettable after click into mpm.edu.my, the  results release out in front of my naked eye totally out of the blue .Initially i just thought of illusion and force myself not to believe.A strong and heavy uncomforted feeling expressing out from me due to the finalize disappointed me deeply. Although i estimate that this time might achieve at least a pass in "3" to fulfill my self-confidence but it failed.Again the No.2 shown out.As a result, 3rd time should i taking all over again, cause my efforts,strengthen and it takes great pains to me just all gone by it. High expectation starts sink into the  infinity hole and black in color.It feels like a cold, sharp, down-hearted atmosphere there with 1 person step into it and struggling for survive.People dare to challenging high risk but not dare to accept failure. Meanwhile, my world became temporarily mute.And now  i m looking back for my happiness so far due to miserable with my condition right now. People insist to pursue better outcome but in the ended same kind of results ultimately.

*Time To Take Challenges again For My next MUET Paper.

Comments

Anonymous said…
At least u do your best !! no regret !!This time might not good, but dont give up, work hard and do more carefully on next time.I trust you that you can do it!!Believe yourself.Dont let MUET defeat you,you should defeat MUET!! +U+U
January 5, 2011 at 8:16 AM
Elvis Lee said…
thank for ur encouragement anyway..i willing to challenge it again.
January 21, 2011 at 11:08 AM
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