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深受的感言。。带点感伤

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刚刚在床上躺了一会儿。。。脑海一直浮现种种的矛盾和问题即将发生在我身上。可能跟考试,还有一直未过关的“大学英语评估” 困扰着我,因为,这是我最后的机会,也是我最后一次想挑战的,妈妈问:“是不是没心读书了”?我顿时想了想。。我真的尽力了,不过也没辙啊。不过,就是不过啊。而且,自己最在意身边的朋友对我的评价和指指点点。虽然脸上都面带笑容回复他们,心里却想被亿万个尖尖的刺,不停滴往我自尊里刺。。不停滴。常人说:“压力是推动力”,没错!!我蛮赞同,然而;有时不是嘴巴说说那么简单。失败不是人人都能接受到,对于别人一知足啦,对于我自己是自我要求吧!这也不算过分对吧?诚实地说,爸妈从未抛下任何重量级的压力在我身上,可是并不代表他们不重视。人往往都会往高处爬!自我提升希望能带给大家期望和众望。“失望”只是个短暂的过程,是人,都必须经历没错吧?“机会,时机”是给有准备的人,这句话不停滴在我耳边绕着绕着。。可是,准备的人已接受再一次的机会了,但最后“失败”收场,这又为何??有谁能解释?是准备的不够?还是。。朋友的虚伪话:“你都酱厉害,都不用读的啦”。说这句话的人,必须对他所言付出代价。理想的成绩单,不仅别人,换做自己都梦寐以求的吧。当那个人失败了,却在背后窃窃私语。这又为何? *请记得。。交你这位 朋友不但是看外表,漂亮成绩单,友善,而是看“心”。  

A traumatic stress once in my life

Wednesday                                       05-01-2011                                  Cold  Night   The most unforgettable after click into mpm.edu.my, the  results release out in front of my naked eye totally out of the blue .Initially i just thought of illusion and force myself not to believe.A strong and heavy uncomforted feeling expressing out from me due to the finalize disappointed me deeply. Although i estimate that this time might achieve at least a pass in "3" to fulfill my self-confidence but it failed.Again the No.2 shown out.As a result, 3rd time should i taking all over again, cause my efforts,strengthen and it takes great pains to me just all gone by it. High expectation starts sink into the  infinity hole and black in color.It feels like a cold, sharp, down-hearted atmosphere there with 1 person step into it and struggling for survive.People dare to challenging high risk but not dare to accept failure. Meanwhile, my world became temporarily mute.And now  

the most unforgettable birthday party in my life

Date: 1.1.11 Venue: Batu Berendam Weather: Evening night MMU friends who attending for Lei's birthday  party ~ Sian~ ~Ying~ ~Billy~ ~Suet Feng~ ~Lemon~ ~Mun Kin~ ~Xiao Pei~ ~Steven Liaw~ ~Me~ ~MeiZi~ ~Eeping~ ~Carmen~ First of all, i would like to greet my main characters Ms Ng Yun Lei , Happy Birthday, with his gratefully inviting us to her 21 birthday party. The most out of my expectation which is "the person" who i admire present there with no any intention.All of my friends are all naughty fellows who acting as nothing gonna happened in front of my eye sight.Ultimately, i burst out in tears and hide behind lemon back, due to its feel shy to face her with my "dirty crying face". The Next moments, all of us took lots of photos and as many as we can at her house due to the interior design of her house suit us photo taking with enchanting photos. Then, Visiting room respectively. We extremely enjoyed all furnitures,air-con accessories and atmosphere of entire

散场的聚会

曲名:散场的聚会 作词:李瀚廷 写给: ~你~ 从你 的 表情慢慢地明了 我能做 的 超少 原来你藏着心里,但不想和我聊 你选择沉默像某种预告 不坦白 的 面对面 最后流着自己的坚持独自走掉 散场 的 聚会 我还在燃烧 但你心里 的 浪潮拒绝让我看到 你煎熬肯定什么不·最想要 才会像乐园又像监牢 散场 的 聚会 尴尬 的 场面 多宁愿只是静静的还能开心和好 你知道我留着和你所有合照 明明面前是答案却撕掉不要 呵护地痴情温柔地讨好 才能让人渺小 苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃 散场 的 聚会 我还在燃烧 但你心里 的 不想拒绝让我看到 你煎熬现在最需要的事什么 才又像天堂又像地狱 散场 的 聚会 混乱 的 心跳 多宁愿只是大吵还能沉默和好 我知道我和你不能再做比较 但我对你的多麽强悍出乎你预料 散场 的聚会 我还在燃烧 但你心里的起伏,拒绝让我看到 你煎熬着肯定什么是最想要的 现在的我们才又像乐园又像监牢 散场 的 聚会,你我 混乱 的 心跳 多宁愿只是打打招呼还能聊天和好 我知道太美 的 回忆一直留着 越是挣脱越缠绕我现在比你明了